Phase of Doubt...

For the first time I am trying not to be judgemental;
Believe in my instincts and be experimental.
For the first time I am trying to trust my heart;
Gather my guts and get ready for a start.


For the first time I am trying not to be analytical;
Caress my brain to rest and see the destiny  twinkle.
For the first time I am trying to give myself a chance;
To love and be loved, perhaps that's the rule of romance.


What is that something holding me back;
When there is light everywhere - why do I see black?
What is that something not letting me go;
Holding me tight and making my life slow.


Confusion should not be holding a place here;
With blessings all around, there should be no fear.
I hope to see the right path glisten before situations blowout;
Guide me, strengthen my decision in this phase of doubt.