It 's Not A Prayer!!

It has to be the way I want it,
Or it should better not happen;
You force me to like it,
My hatred would strengthen!


I want to argue,
Fight, bite and spat;
I never withdrew,
But I never asked for something like that!


Tired of negotiating,
My spirit is losing it;
Life is calling,
I keep snoozing it!


You call it a phase,
Or undeserving, unfortunate delays;
But I know those signs;
They will take me to haunted highways!


I want all of it to come together,
One encounter and its all over;
I would love to fight,
But I do have a desire to rejoice!


Give me a break,
I wish to heave a sigh of relief;
I know You are there and listening,
And it is not a dumb belief!


A ruthless soul hath no beauty,
Shower your love, the world is thirsty;
My pleads turning into poems,
Show me a miracle before they get dusty!